[Intro]
I let you down
I never meant to let you down
Hope I never let you down again
I'm ready

[Verse]
Searchin' for the Sun through the clouds on a rainy day
As I fade away
Shadows movin' with me toe-to-toe
To the point where I don't know who lead the way
Stuck in my thoughts, but I know that I cannot stay
Reality been after me and actually
I been so on my pace
With all the move that I pass this speed, I'm in second place
I know it's a marathon, but I fight just to carry on
Funny, 'cause I bring this luggage with me
Everywhere I go, it benefit me
30,000 feet high, but I never could escape
Open another bag and then, I hit the cabinet and I need another drink
I know I need a lot of space
Some days you wonder what I'm thinkin'
Drinkin' my life away
Tryin' the best to hold me up from sinkin' (Shit)
Cleaning up my throw-up from the toilet and the sink
Wondering when it's gonna sink in
I'm turning to my father
I'm turning to your father and both of 'em ended up leavin'
Told me you would do the same, if I couldn't change for the better
But I gotta find a better way to feed the tank of my pain
Fill the empty every day
Promise that I take a break, prolly passed out later that day

[Chorus]
I guess I let you down (Let you down)
Sorry, yeah, I never meant to let you down (Let you down)
If you can't forgive me I understand, baby (I understand, baby)
I know you been tryin'
I didn't mean to let you down

[Verse 2]
Yeah
Mama's baby, drive her crazy back in the days and even lately
You good to call me on occasions, I rarely reciprocated
Either our beats were faded, or
Using excuses like: "I'm working" and I am
But I just say that 'cause I'm hurtin'
There isn't enough time in a day to save just for the one who made me
How could I be so selfish?
How could I could even neglect one of the only people who care for me
No question, she'd be there for me
But these problems that I would for me for nobobdy else
And then this one when I called you from jail
17 years old, feel like I failed
Out on these streets when I didn't have to be
Easily could have been another casualty
Life was comin' fast to me
I felt you was tasking me
I had to get it on my own (On my own)
And so I left, no remorse was felt
Though I see you was tryin' to help
But my pride was swellin'
Needed some time to understand my self
You've been my angel tryna keep me out this hell

[Chorus]
I know I let you down, mama
(I let you down, let you down, let you down)
I apologize, I never meant to let you down
(I let you down, let you down, let you down)
I know you forgive me
I never meant to let you down
(I let you down, let you down, let you down)
(I let you down, let you down, let you down)
(I let you down, let you down, let you down)
by Genius